[Doll]

Unlike alot of biological men on here I don't plan on going transgender or any of that. (tho I do wish to be a female I wouldnt be able to pass off as one unless i had a ton of plastic surgery lol)

Actually, I think it's more true to say that very few of us on here have any plans to go 'all the way', I think most of us feel exactly the same as you, in general terms.

I can understand that. I've always wanted to be male, hated being female my whole life. However, I would never be happy actually getting surgery to become male (if the results for FTM looked and worked as real as MTF, I might actually consider it). So I'd be ok just being a girl and having a slightly boyish physique. But once I started to develop, I grew very full 32Bs. Not enough to pass off as a girl, but too much to pass off as a guy. :/

So I want to at least feel pretty as one gender. I'm doing everything I can to get my ideal female figure. It helps me feel sexier, in and out of clothes, as well as more confident. And god knows, with all these years of feeling "in-between" genders, not really fitting in, I could really use the boost. It's also helping me feel more confident in my relationship (although, honestly, I think he likes my larger butt a little more than my larger breasts!)

Of course, with my male-looking bone structure (wide shoulders and ribs), I'm going to have to shrink my almost shapeless waist a few inches before I feel very confident (I'm not chubby, but I don't have a very defined dip in my waist at all).