16-09-2013, 07:08 PM
I do want to mention one of my personal frustrations and fears. I will sometimes notice after my period that my breasts go down so small that there appears to indefinitely be no progress since I first started.
I have my little ways of testing where I am at, beyond what the photos and measuring tape may say, and my breasts will not pass those simple tests! One is a couple bras I have that I don't completely fill out. When I near my period I can fill them out but once I am off it and the hormones drop, my breasts still cannot fill it. That would mean they have not grown at all since they're the same type of baggy they were in the beginning.
The second is being able to completely cup my breasts without squeezing them. Basically just placing my hand over them. When they swell I can never do that. There is a lot of squish. But when they drop, they're back to being teeny and one little handful.
Would that mean that this is all just fluff and that I can swell better than before I started putting all this effort in? Sometimes they feel so dense and firm but after my period, it seems like a lot of that tissue disappears and they may even be worse off than before because I sense I may be stretching my skin from noogling. I will try to show photos as an example after my period.
It makes me sad because then I am right back to feeling crappy about my breasts and how small they are. I hope it's not all just illusions and false hope.
Sorry for the rant.
I have my little ways of testing where I am at, beyond what the photos and measuring tape may say, and my breasts will not pass those simple tests! One is a couple bras I have that I don't completely fill out. When I near my period I can fill them out but once I am off it and the hormones drop, my breasts still cannot fill it. That would mean they have not grown at all since they're the same type of baggy they were in the beginning.
The second is being able to completely cup my breasts without squeezing them. Basically just placing my hand over them. When they swell I can never do that. There is a lot of squish. But when they drop, they're back to being teeny and one little handful.
Would that mean that this is all just fluff and that I can swell better than before I started putting all this effort in? Sometimes they feel so dense and firm but after my period, it seems like a lot of that tissue disappears and they may even be worse off than before because I sense I may be stretching my skin from noogling. I will try to show photos as an example after my period.
It makes me sad because then I am right back to feeling crappy about my breasts and how small they are. I hope it's not all just illusions and false hope.
Sorry for the rant.