[Jenniferlove]

It's really weird becoming "busty". I had become so accustomed to being virtually flat that I was just used to wearing over-sized clothing or padded bras. I would wear many layers and have fun with it. Deep down I was always upset about being flat though and somewhat resentful of all the lucky girls around me. It seemed like everyone had a larger chest than me! It just didn't seem fair. I would detract from what wasn't there with beautiful fashion choices, yet deep down wished I could impress with great cleavage.

Now I have that brand new accessory and it really evokes many different feelings! I feel ecstatic, womanly, sexy, GREAT on one hand, but the other side of me wonders if I'm over-doing it? I'm not wanting to offend anyone nor wanting too much attention, etc. I mean, even a tight sweater makes me wonder if they're offensive because they truly look SO big. I really just want to look sexy for me and my boyfriend. I don't want others staring at my boobs. I can look ridiculously chesty now with the right bra and outfit. It's exhilarating! I always am into classy outfits, so I hope the cleavage is a nice balance instead of too much. Like old glamour.

If things keep going the way they are *fingers crossed* eventually I'm going to start being described as having big boobs. Will people wonder where they came from or will they just assume I always had them but kept them covered up? That will be my excuse for sure! I'm still waiting for my boyfriend to question their size. He plays with them and comments on them all the time but not once has he said they're getting really big or outwardly questioned it in any way. I guess because he sees me all the time? Silly boy.