Oh, my lovey! I wish you all the luck. I am not gonna lie. I know this is cliche, but I was a lot more tragified when I was younger too. And I can assure you, guys are just uh so much, uh, dumber in certain ways at younger ages partly because that's the way Beavis and Butthead and the macho media tell them to be and we are dumber because we think that crap they are saying matters. I was a little less inclined to care what some dumb boys thought, actually. I couldn't understand why I should care about what someone said that was too much of a jerk to actually date, but I understand how words can hurt. My NBE trek started in the summer after I visited some cousins. We were at Ross, looking at bras. I had to slide all the way down to the other end of where they were at and one of them (jerk city girls that probably spent way too much time listening to jackassery rap music that tells women they are worthless flesh to conquer, but "love" and leave), said something like: Who would need one of those crappy little bras over there. I was shattered to hear that from a women. But like I said, why do we care what jerks say.
So, I talked with my mom and started studying NBE. She was very understanding. I had had some weird issues with my woman things growing up, so it was possible that my growth had been stunted and my boobs look very different from other boobs.
Long story short, it's hard to say what my first foray into NBE produced. I was very interested and even obsessive at times, but not always dedicated. Also, I had to be secretive, living in the house into my 20s. I wish I had just gotten it over with when I was still younger! But I am young and fresh now, baby! I tell you, I have actually grown younger a couple times in life.
Currently, I am a large B cup. It got way better when I decided to do it for myself. Actually, I have always been careful about my body and taken careful care of myself. It's not not it does me any good to be going around showing people my boobs. I haven't seen that do any favors for my friends who regret not honoring their bodies in their youth. People get really confused about attention and affection. Guys like all boobs. Not all guys like all boobs, but guys like all boobs! Trust me on this! And it doesn't mean they would even spit on your ass if it was on fire or be there for you whe you need a friend. It is often like= check mark! Got another one!
I am nobody's "number" or " conquest" or whatever men call the women they dupe these days. I am a super star! You know why so many didn't get to hit this? Cause it is Extra Supa Dupa! I had wanted bigger boobs before my ignorant cousin said that thing, but I got tired of waiting on my body to grow them. Also, I was kinda shy about boobs because of what I saw in the world happen because of them. I used to be so jealous of a girl that sat across me in high school because she had cleavage and would show it off to impress people. So I didn't want to be like her, but I was envious of of her boobs & I thought maybe my crush was eyeballing them cause even I stared at them. (Of course, it turned out later that he was a jerk.)
Ohhh, life! Good luck hun. You are still in puberty for maybe even a couple more years! That is perfect. Just let it happen with your program. I haven't not only got my boobs bigger with what I put into my body. When I was stressed and unrelenting my fears, my boobs, meh. Then, I am like, "Love you girls! Grow boobs, grow!" They are like "Yah! We can do it!" Ever read about how people have beaten cancer by talking to their bodies or being prayed for? I studied energy medicine. I would actually feel people's thoughts, sometimes. It was amazing! I have actually repeated "Grow boobs, grow" and other stuff (hypnosis, mantras, visualization) until I felt pains in my chest! I was, "Yay! Ow! Yay! I love my body!"
I'm thinking of switching back to just Fso and the vitamin E oil