08-07-2015, 01:31 PM
(07-07-2015, 02:18 PM)peggy Wrote: You have a sexy figure Hannah!
I'd rather stay slim with small boobs than to be fat with big boobs. I did weigh 68 kg when I was 18. I felt so ugly and fat. I got stretch marks on my thighs, on my lower back and ass, which I still have today and they will never go away! I was so desperate and developed an eating disorder which I had for more than 2 years. I ate less than 800 kcal for a year and went down to 53-54 kg where I looked really skinny. My thighs measured only 45 cm and everyone commented how small I am. I felt great at that time. But slowly I started to gain weight again.
Today I weigh 58 kg but I got some cellulite on my thighs lately which I don't like. I am eating very healthy now and also at least 2000-2500 kcal per day but I have to workout more. I am 170 cm which is 5 feet 7'' I guess. I am just afraid if I start doing cardio that I will lose my boobs.
Thats sweet off you, thanks Peggy Sorry for my late respond, I'm very tired.
I'd never thought off you that you would have been fat, you look so petite on the pics I saw. You have the same height as I do and you have my goal weight 58 kgs. I had this weight before, even heavier just like you.,.64 kgs on my top weight. Though I didnt felt fat then.. It was the bcp making me that weight.Only my face became a bit puffy.
Its sad to hear you had a eating disorder I had it too(not on purpose, I just stop eating when I have stress) But I know from experience how hard it is to get used to normal eating habits after starving yourself..I still regularly have to push myself to eat. Though I eat very healthy ever since the alarm bells started to ring. We are what we eat.
I just measured my thighs btw and they measure 46 cm..
Cardio is probably indeed not the right sports for fat...It just trims your fat down..But ''power'' training they say is better... I dont know from experience. I barely workout these days, I'm to afraid for loosing (breast)-fat.