06-07-2016, 08:36 PM
I made a consultation appt bc it's free but now I'm absolutely terrified. I have barely eaten today bc I can't stop stressing about this.
Pom- In that pic I'm wearing a push up bra & a tight tank top to push them up. I want them to appear like that naturally.
VergeOfDiscovery- I am very worried that if I get the surgery I'll hate the result and be even more depressed. The feel of my breasts is important to me & the idea of them feeling really fake terrifies me. I was hoping opting for silicone would help w/ that. I learned today when I called that silicone is significantly more expensive for some reason. That is also upsetting (how expensive this is going to end up being)
Dianna- I'm actually mainly doing this for my bf to be honest (which sounds awful I know) When he sees me again I want him to be amazed by how sexy I look hah. Aftter living together for awhile we started doing the whole long distance thing. I've put on weight since & he can definitely see I'm curvier and since my breasts have grown a cupsize I thought maybe I could sneak some small implants in there & he wouldn't notice? Lol wow, I know that sounds so stupid. Ugh I haven't been sleeping much lately. He did ask me already why my boobs look bigger in pics & i attributed it to birth control and gaining weight. I would never tell him about nbe. That story about you feeling the ridge in that girl's implant made me cringe! That is what scares me. I was also hoping if I had an instant boost it would relieve some of my stress, and allow me to be healthier which could cause my breasts to grow some more naturally. Oh well, I really think it's all just wishful thinking.
Pom- In that pic I'm wearing a push up bra & a tight tank top to push them up. I want them to appear like that naturally.
VergeOfDiscovery- I am very worried that if I get the surgery I'll hate the result and be even more depressed. The feel of my breasts is important to me & the idea of them feeling really fake terrifies me. I was hoping opting for silicone would help w/ that. I learned today when I called that silicone is significantly more expensive for some reason. That is also upsetting (how expensive this is going to end up being)
Dianna- I'm actually mainly doing this for my bf to be honest (which sounds awful I know) When he sees me again I want him to be amazed by how sexy I look hah. Aftter living together for awhile we started doing the whole long distance thing. I've put on weight since & he can definitely see I'm curvier and since my breasts have grown a cupsize I thought maybe I could sneak some small implants in there & he wouldn't notice? Lol wow, I know that sounds so stupid. Ugh I haven't been sleeping much lately. He did ask me already why my boobs look bigger in pics & i attributed it to birth control and gaining weight. I would never tell him about nbe. That story about you feeling the ridge in that girl's implant made me cringe! That is what scares me. I was also hoping if I had an instant boost it would relieve some of my stress, and allow me to be healthier which could cause my breasts to grow some more naturally. Oh well, I really think it's all just wishful thinking.