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hey matrix girl. i just now saw this post of yours and was surprised because you’ve mentioned your relationship before and i thought things were going so well for you two. i think i remember you mentioned your son, also. i’ve been so busy lately and time seems to take these big leaps forward when you get real busy ..and then gone ...like it was never there. i am well acquainted with that feeling you have. i bet most of us know it, more or less. it hurts all over ..out of your emotions and into your body, your muscles, your joints. it does soften it a little, though, when your friends put their arm around you. there are so many ways to look at it. some of those ways cause you to look inward too much and hurt more. some of those ways make you a little stronger. i’ve rolled around in my agony and then sat up and thought, ‘ok, well, that relationship was good practice. now, for something with some real freakin value’. anyway, sorry, don’t mean to make light of it. we hurt. as far as your question ..try to reduce stress ….keep using your progesterone cream, stress causes your adrenals to make cortisol and they can seize your available progesterone to make the stuff when they have a need  …like under stress. you might want to think about getting some gaba for growth hormone to help your boobies grow. here’s a study where they tested gaba for growth hormone. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18091016 if i could put my arm around you ms matrix, i certainly would.