[girlfriday29]

thanks twister-mama. Yeah, its funny how when you go to break-up with a guy, he suddenly seems to want to act in a better way for you. But to me, thats too little too late.

I really like fall, but like you say, once its being going for like 2 weeks, and then all the leaves disappear and you know you have about 6 months of cold and dark in front of you..... it does get depressing! Lately the days are getting lighter here and its definitely warmer, so I'm happy about that! I also hope that given its spring I should start getting better growth. They do say NBE works better if you start in spring.....

Anyhow, in terms of 'tired' breasts.... I'm sitting here with my noogle-buddy on at the moment thinking how to describe it. Probably its like that sensation where you've been for a long run (ok I can barely run for more than 2 minutes.... so that is 'long' for me), and your muscles are tired, and you just don't feel like doing any more. Thats how it feels with noogle sometimes. And it is interesting that I can sometimes get quite good swelling after only awhile... but then I guess thats only half of the picture... because it also matters how long you retain the swelling for too. They are definitely not 'saggy', they basically stick out like rocks afterwards!!!

Thats why I am 'trying' to take measurements a few hours after noogling (although I've only managed to do this sporadically so far!), to see how much swelling I'm retaining. I want to build up a picture over the next couple of months to see if there is any pattern, progress, etc. Of course as its coming into spring, and then summer here, I'm thinking about how I'm going to noogle in summer when I am wearing lower cut tops, as I don't want to show my noogle ring marks!!! or if I'm in a swim suit etc. I guess I'll just have to noogle more at nighttime rather than in the day time.

I'm getting kindof interested as I have done noogle for 3 months or so now, so I reakon in another 3 months time I should see some results.... if not, well, I hope no one can say that I didn't try!

Just to show how much energy I am trying to dedicate to NBE... even my subconscious is working it for me! Last night I had this dream about how my breasts were growing and then I had to find a top to wear, and I found one of my tops and looked at myself in the mirror and thought WOAH, I have cleavage! Then I held my breasts and they were huge, but then I realised they didn't feel very sturdy.... and as I pulled at them two big 'chicken fillets' (you know those things you stuff in your bra and are made of silicone type gel) fell out onto the floor (really big ones!), and then I realised that, that is why I was getting such great cleavage.....

ok so maybe that dream is telling me other things than dedication?! haha