04-07-2011, 01:35 PM
(04-07-2011, 01:16 PM)Isabelle Wrote: Yes, Susan: cyber workout buddies
Hope your headache is better today You really listen to your body well. You so deserve getting it all sorted out: keep up the good work
I'm also trying to take a look inside now. I ran out of Q10 a week ago, stopped glucosamine a few days ago, ran out of milk thistle yesterday, and will take my last ginkgo biloba tomorrow morning. Tomorrow is exactly a month after the first day of my break on milk thistle. Ginkgo is also a mild anti-androgen, so it might be wise to take my first teaspoon of hops flowers tomorrow, as planned. In the evening, of course, because hops, like so many NBE herbs as you noticed, is excellent for sleep
But am I ready? I extensively studied Eve M's program
http://breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=5599 Eve's program
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=6422 Cselestyna's thread "EveM's program"
I also read Wahaika's recommendations for hope again:
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=8387&pid=28856&highlight=EveM#pid28856
My diet is OK now. My supplements will be down to only the multivitamin after tomorrow morning.
I think I'm past the testosterone peak. Tranny folk lore has it that if you stop NBE, testosterone comes back with a vengeance! Had my pony tail (over a foot long!) cut, more than a week ago. Had my first pimple in ten years of NBE. It's healed now. My writing style is less blunt than a week ago. I look more male, but not much is changing any more now. I lost half of my breast size, and if I stop, they should be gone two months from now.
Emotionally, I feel different about it each day. Today a bit sad, yesterday relieved, a week ago hopeless. Would like to let my feelings level out a bit longer, but will they?
And the will, is it really there? Hops and fenugreek grow in a garden of pleasure. But deep discussions about PM on the male NBE forum are a warning sign: am I just postponing a decision?
The most prominent Dutch gender clinic have rounded up post op TSes many years after, and asked them about their health and well-being. They are wrecks. I don't want to go there. After all those years, I have found peace with being male. But it's such damned fun to walk on the wild side
Isabelle not sure what your saying..you want to stop the NBE...or are you gettind discouraged.. As I was reading this post I was thinking maybe you should think of taking PM and then you mentioned it but after that you sounded like you dont want to do anymore NBE..If so then it is what it is..you have learned alot through the experience of your health and body so if you dont continue with NBE it isnt a loss if anything it is a total gain of experience in all areas..health, mind, spirit, soul and made you more in touch with yourself..