Hi karen,
You sure know how to play
It looks a lot like the recipe I took for a night out in drag. The hidden factor is the oat meal. Not only how much you take matters, but also how long you have been taking it for. Your SHBG may be very low by now, so you have more free testosterone and more free DHT and more estrogens. So now you are somewhere between a stallion and a woman at the height of menopause in an estrogen rush.
High estrogen causes the hot flashes, the tender breasts and fast growth, the awareness of your breasts, and the insomnia. You've got to be pretty high to get insomnia from estrogens. SP may contribute to that too. Apparently, you have managed to keep estrogen dominance at bay with FG alone. The symptoms are estrogen excess without estrogen dominance. The testim keeps you high above the stalling limit.
At the levels you are using now, hops is better than weed. The sedative effect lasts only about an hour. Then you're noticing the dopamine rush, the binding to the serotonin receptor, and the lively dreams. Hops also increases prolactin, so you keep the swelling. Dopamine and prolactin normally balance: when one is high, the other is low. Lots of hops breaks that balance.
You are getting a lot of oxytocin too from the play. It causes contractions to drive the milk out. You feel them. There is also a balance between oxytocin and androgens. Oxytocin suppresses the aggressive response to DHT. So the DHT doesn't feel like it normally does. It only affects your overall mood and sex drive, not aggression, dominance, or temper. That could explain your interest in forced fem.
The high estrogens keep the cortisol low. That is another pair of hormones that normally balance each other. Estrogens metabolize faster than cortisol. Keep filling up. The cortisol can keep you stressed out for two or three weeks after the estrogens drop. It may be better to wean estrogens over the same period. How high cortisol is depends on your activity level. You're burning a lot of calories now, and you can't get tired.
Keep taking notes, for next time.
You sure know how to play
It looks a lot like the recipe I took for a night out in drag. The hidden factor is the oat meal. Not only how much you take matters, but also how long you have been taking it for. Your SHBG may be very low by now, so you have more free testosterone and more free DHT and more estrogens. So now you are somewhere between a stallion and a woman at the height of menopause in an estrogen rush.
High estrogen causes the hot flashes, the tender breasts and fast growth, the awareness of your breasts, and the insomnia. You've got to be pretty high to get insomnia from estrogens. SP may contribute to that too. Apparently, you have managed to keep estrogen dominance at bay with FG alone. The symptoms are estrogen excess without estrogen dominance. The testim keeps you high above the stalling limit.
At the levels you are using now, hops is better than weed. The sedative effect lasts only about an hour. Then you're noticing the dopamine rush, the binding to the serotonin receptor, and the lively dreams. Hops also increases prolactin, so you keep the swelling. Dopamine and prolactin normally balance: when one is high, the other is low. Lots of hops breaks that balance.
You are getting a lot of oxytocin too from the play. It causes contractions to drive the milk out. You feel them. There is also a balance between oxytocin and androgens. Oxytocin suppresses the aggressive response to DHT. So the DHT doesn't feel like it normally does. It only affects your overall mood and sex drive, not aggression, dominance, or temper. That could explain your interest in forced fem.
The high estrogens keep the cortisol low. That is another pair of hormones that normally balance each other. Estrogens metabolize faster than cortisol. Keep filling up. The cortisol can keep you stressed out for two or three weeks after the estrogens drop. It may be better to wean estrogens over the same period. How high cortisol is depends on your activity level. You're burning a lot of calories now, and you can't get tired.
Keep taking notes, for next time.