[gasolinerainbow]

Thanks for the encouragement everybody t's nice to know that people have been in a similar situation and seen results.

Onicemile I did talk with my boyfriend about his comment and although he said he didn't mean it, it's by no means the frst time. When I said a dress I wanted didn't fit he said I should pad my bra, he just assumed it was too big for my breasts when actually it was too small when I pointed that out he said maybe I should get a smaller size so it pushes them up a bit. I'm getting to the point where I can't deal with his comments anymore

I haven't started martial arts or circus again because of permanentnerve damage when someone dropped me fro a trapeze on to my neck... I've been doing physio to make it better but it's made it worse so it'll be a while before I can exercise again. You're definately right though, I would feel a lot happier if I could do it again. I'm a very stressy person these days!

Thanks for letting me know about PM, I think I'm actually going to begin with BO instead now. It works out better financially and I don't want to play around with my hormones with herbs too much at the moment. I went to the Doctors yesterday and was told I'm not allowed estrogen so I've changed BCP to a progestogen only pill. I've heard that this often works better for NBE than the normal pill anyway so that's a good thing but I'm not sure how to change my program due to not being allowed estrogen?

I'm planning to lose weight by eating less, light exercise that won't inflame my injuries and taking fat metaboliser tablets as my metabolism has slowed down immensely since my injuryies. I'm planning to begin a full NBE programme after I've lost the weight but fo now I'm just massaging, drinking fennel tea (I might try making tea like the one you use for your program) and seeing if my new BCP helps!

Oh, and I'm 21 but I look about 12