16-10-2011, 10:31 PM
Wondering if anyone has any tips regrading the following:
I HATE that my boobs have nothing 'in the middle' of them. They, ironically, look smallest when I wear a bra because (without a clever camera angle) they look completely flat :/ The bulk of them is towards the sides.
I think the only reason they measure up as a 34D is because of how they, err, fall. People 3 cup sizes smaller look bigger than me without push up bras!
I never have any cleavage that can be seen while wearing clothes, even my most low cut ones (which I don't know why I own because I'm too self-conscious to wear them) but on the other hand, tight fitting clothes that cover my chest area completely make my boobs look big without extra padding for some reason.
It's becoming clear to me that my main issue with my boobs is the shape more than anything else but my supplements don't seem to be persuading anything to grow in the middle. The braless photos I've posted are a tad misleading because they're not close-up enough to show that my boobs are set WELL over an inch apart. (This is concealed by the way the shadow falls).
Does anyone know anything about how to achieve area specific breast growth? I'm having a stupid low dip at the moment and for some reason this is really getting to me. Once again I can't bear my boyfriend touching my breasts and I am seriously considering surgery just to amend the shape. I won't be able to afford it for a good few years (and I don't believe in paying for things on credit - not comfortable with spending money I don't have) which is no comfort. I feel like it's important that something changes immediately but I'm conflicted by the FACT that things like this can't be achieved quickly through NBE.
Sometimes I feel like I'm far too logical for depression... Nevertheless, it affects me and makes me fixate on things like this as if they are pivotal to my existence. It's embarassing that something so petty makes me feel like I'd rather not be alive. I realise that it's just a side effect of my illness (as well as that damned weight loss) and I'm making a concerted effort to trust my doctors and not take it too far. I've gone off tangent a bit but I've always received good advice on this forum.
I HATE that my boobs have nothing 'in the middle' of them. They, ironically, look smallest when I wear a bra because (without a clever camera angle) they look completely flat :/ The bulk of them is towards the sides.
I think the only reason they measure up as a 34D is because of how they, err, fall. People 3 cup sizes smaller look bigger than me without push up bras!
I never have any cleavage that can be seen while wearing clothes, even my most low cut ones (which I don't know why I own because I'm too self-conscious to wear them) but on the other hand, tight fitting clothes that cover my chest area completely make my boobs look big without extra padding for some reason.
It's becoming clear to me that my main issue with my boobs is the shape more than anything else but my supplements don't seem to be persuading anything to grow in the middle. The braless photos I've posted are a tad misleading because they're not close-up enough to show that my boobs are set WELL over an inch apart. (This is concealed by the way the shadow falls).
Does anyone know anything about how to achieve area specific breast growth? I'm having a stupid low dip at the moment and for some reason this is really getting to me. Once again I can't bear my boyfriend touching my breasts and I am seriously considering surgery just to amend the shape. I won't be able to afford it for a good few years (and I don't believe in paying for things on credit - not comfortable with spending money I don't have) which is no comfort. I feel like it's important that something changes immediately but I'm conflicted by the FACT that things like this can't be achieved quickly through NBE.
Sometimes I feel like I'm far too logical for depression... Nevertheless, it affects me and makes me fixate on things like this as if they are pivotal to my existence. It's embarassing that something so petty makes me feel like I'd rather not be alive. I realise that it's just a side effect of my illness (as well as that damned weight loss) and I'm making a concerted effort to trust my doctors and not take it too far. I've gone off tangent a bit but I've always received good advice on this forum.