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Thank you Isabelle. I'm sure it would have been worse later on, I was barely used to the idea of being pregnant before it ended, I suppose lucky I went to the doctors though. Turns out I have a severe infection that spread from the urine tract to my stomach, kidneys etc. and my body was in no state for carrying a baby apparently I've had problems with the waterworks for years now and the doctors have never been very helpful so I didn't think anything of it, but this time they were quite concerned. Funny what you have to go through before they decide you're not raving mad.

The doc also told me that I shouldn't be doing any heavy physical activity but that is, unfortunately, the nature of my work. I don't get sick leave because I'm paid out of a budget for the hours I put in, so I don't think I'll be resting anytime soon

Still haven't got round to making my new boobie batter. And I must admit, as summer approaches and the well-endowed women of the world slip into their ever skimpier clothes, I am starting to feel more and more self-conscious. Padded bras are all very well but I'm the only one still wearing a bra round here!

I was quite looking forward to a pair of pregnancy boobs...
... And maybe a little girl or boy

Goodness, I'm forever 'woe is me'ing on here. Just think, one day it will all be the past. Happy growing x