[gasolinerainbow]

Hi Quest4boobs! I feel like I'm living in a soap opera at the moment :/ just floating around trying to think that it's not really happening to me. I'm sorry to hear about your mums late misacarriage that must be truly heartbreaking. I can't say I could feel my baby's spirit or nature, the only real difference for me was, weirdly, I suddenly felt much healthier.

I live in the UK and unfortunately we don't seem to be having any nip+fab sales at the moment everything happens in America first I'm a bit upset because my boobs are the smallest they've been in ages. The right one is still a C and the left one is probably a B again. Literally like dropped a cup size overnight. Maybe it's the antibiotics. I hate taking them.

Thank you for your message BriLaw. I think you're right, I should focus on my health. I've been trying really hard not to get too down. Normally when the depression comes on it's pretty obvious from mess building up in my house. Everything will be spotless and in a weeks time it will suddenly look like something from one of those awful TV shows, so I've been tidying religiously which is very unusual for me. Trying to make positive differences, and keeping myself occupied. As for sharing my miscarriage with a friend... I'm not going to make any promises I don't think there's anyone I can talk to about that kind of thing.

And to everyone: I cannot reiterate enough how much I hate antibiotics. I only agreed to take them on this occassion because I just wanted something, anything, that might help. And apart from making me utterly nauseous they did... Until I woke up this morning. It's always when the course is about to come to an end. Makes me wonder whether they were really helping at all. Or just ruining my NBE >