[Vixy]

    Hi

I've always wanted to reach my own goals and know what it feels to be on a journey or even when you reach your goal.

When I was a young teenager, I realized beauty (outer and inner) was one key to attract people. When you've been shy, you know how it is important to feel good with yourself and with other people, to share and have fun in your life.

I started to look more deeply into feminine beauty at age 16. Because this is an art and a pleasure to work for.
I was already amazed by B/C cups that nearly all of my classmates developped from age 11 to 15, and I had no breasts (flat-chested like a 5 years old girl) until i am 21. Luckily, I had a nice butt (thanks to dance) as a more womanly feature, but everything else in my body was childish. Cheeks, very round and childish face, small legs, small size, thick waist , no boobs at all.
Growth hormone defiency hit me in the face for years. But this deficiency is not just about appearance, it's also about sexual life (feeling insecure and not enough woman, libido issues because of very late puberty (menstruations started at age 16), emotional and psychological issues from 10 to 21, like extremely low self-esteem, body dismorphophobia, extreme social phobia (I would spend hours on online games (often all day) without going out because of feeling worthless and terrible very often.

Hormonal inbalance and weird society ? Or just bad attitude ?

Well, now I am clearly doing this change once for all with a nutritious high fruit plant based lifestyle. Early nights early rise lifestyle, high water, and regular exercice (1 to 2 HGH intense workout per week). <3 Already gained one cup from this high vitality lifestyle.

Apart from breast enhancement, I like to use MSM, to try to lighten my eyes long-term.

See you

[Tanya Marie Squirrel]

MSM changes eye color?

[Vixy]

Hi Tanya,

MSM is known for skin lightening. Since it inhibits melanin production long term on skin areas, why not try it in eyes ? The darker the iris, the more melanin in it.

Bittyboy from eyecolorboard forum is a guy who tried MSM for 2 to 3 years to lighten his eyes, and he went from dark hazel to bright light green. (A gorgeous color.)

Some people use alpha arbutin or honey to achieve lighter colors, but again, this is a long term process, and you need to be very consistent for several years sometimes. It depends on the person.