[Sabrine Esmee]

When I was younger I knew I was 'different' then other boys.
My mom's wardrobe had some magical attraction to me.
So I crossdressed till my mid 20's, then I got married and pushed my feelings aside. Living the life I had been giving. Got some lovely kids and suddenly .... divorce!
After my divorce my feelings came back to me but I realized that I was not just a crossdresser, I was more. I came to the conclusion I suffer of GD.
But I am not at a point to come out, maybe I never will. To afraid to loose all the things I love around me.
So what to do? Not liking what I see in the mirror I thought it would be nice to alter some things. My goal: hips,butt and some small breasts. If I loose some of my unwanted body hair during this journey that would be a blessing.
I looked at MyEvanesce and noticed that I could not afford it. So I start looking for alternatives ... and here I am.
Reading a lot on this forum but its all overwhelming, so much information I lost track.
I really don't know where to start. I am thinking about PM and Maca. Hopefully that will bring me what I want.
Maybe some of you can give some advice or point me into the right direction.
It will be highly appreciated.

Sabrine

PS hopefully its not to much lines and pardon my English. It's not my native tongue

[iaboy]

Welcome aboard Sabrine!

[ariadne]

Hi Sabrine - I cant help you on diet, herbs etc, but you could think about a noogleberry pump that would help grow breasts a little - its not expensive but needs to fit into a daily routine. Sales info is on noogleberry.com and theres a forum with user experience. I have my own theories about optimum cup sizing so if you want to know more, keep in touch - private message if you like - I can also share you some video on use of pumps. Hope things go well for you.
x A

[Wannabe]

I love the name "Sabrine". Welcome to this forum. I'm not really long in it myself and don't participate a whole lot here, but it's always interesting. I'd probably qualify as "older" by a lot of folks here, but I never spend much time thinking about age.

Thus far I've only used a DIY version of the Noogle approach and I've not disciplined myself to do it as much as some folks. With quite a few months behind me at it, though, I've noticed definite sustained growth, though it's not really evident to others yet. I'd say if you wish to go the pill approach, spend a whole lot of time here reading the experiences of others and create a careful plan. While those supplements may be labeled "natural" many seem to have as much potency as prescription drugs and have side effects as well. Managing such things without professional supervision can be risky, so educate yourself well.