[dreamergirl]

I'm still alive. I decided to post here less and let NBE take a backseat (still not given up on it though) since it was consuming too much of my mental energy.

The bad news is that I stopped focusing on my breasts and developed a new insecurity instead that plagues me daily. Unlike breast size, it's not something I can change.  Life would be easier if nobody had to see what I look like.

Just sharing some of my thoughts.

1. I am very light on the NBE these days. I increased my eating habits, try to consume NBE foods and I massage when I have a moment and feel like it. My breast growth is slow but still working, I caught sight of my breasts from the side this morning and was amazed at how far they come out from my body. The front view they look very round and the inner breast is starting to fill a bit. I haven't gained a cup size for a long time but this is good progress to see.

2. I still envy larger breasted women and desperately wish I could be like them but I have accepted that I will probably always have small breasts unless I resort to surgery. My current goal is to work on getting curvier but focus less on having huge breasts because it isn't realistic.

Welcome back beautiful soul!

I hope you have been well! I am proud of you for putting your mental wellness first it is so important to have a sound mind its the first step to self love I am working on this myself.... If you want to get curvier I totally recommend aguaje and protein shakes, the aguaje has totally made my butt and boobs fatter! And my thighs thicker Im much more curvy these days!

Thanks so much for your kindness. You've always been such a kind person to me on these forums.

I already do make some nice high calorie protein shakes and I think they help out a lot and definietely going to look at aguaje thanks!

Been getting curvier all over myself too and I feel more confident about my body.

[dreamergirl]

I'm back. I took a break from these forums and focusing on NBE because I can't really think about my breasts too much without hating myself and I wanted to forget about it for a bit.

I still feel very negatively towards my breasts and seeing busty women makes me feel envious and wonder why I wasn't made like that too.

The past few days I have gone back to my old NBE routine and wanted to check up on the forum.

I feel very depressed when I think about my breasts and feeling worthless.

Ever since before my first puberty I dreamed of being a busty woman that would have boobs that would grab everyones attention but I didn't grow much.

I still dream of that and I think that I will never be happy unless I achieve it. I can distract myself for a while to forget but I will NEVER be happy with these boobs.

[AngelicBeauty]

I'm back. I took a break from these forums and focusing on NBE because I can't really think about my breasts too much without hating myself and I wanted to forget about it for a bit.

I still feel very negatively towards my breasts and seeing busty women makes me feel envious and wonder why I wasn't made like that too.

The past few days I have gone back to my old NBE routine and wanted to check up on the forum.

I feel very depressed when I think about my breasts and feeling worthless.

Ever since before my first puberty I dreamed of being a busty woman that would have boobs that would grab everyones attention but I didn't grow much.

I still dream of that and I think that I will never be happy unless I achieve it. I can distract myself for a while to forget but I will NEVER be happy with these boobs.

Hey Dreamer. I relate to your frustration. I relate to your pain.
I tried to forget about NBE for 4 months because the mere thought BREASTS would bring me to tears!  Know that this doesn't last forever, and that you CAN and you WILL keep growing. I had to detach a little. I know that I am always changing, this body I have now is always changing, and I won't have it forever. Remember how amazing it is that we found out that it IS possible to keep growing our breasts naturally? And we already have grown them, and will continue to as usual. So try to appreciate their current state in any way possible. They are the same breasts, but in a different phase of life. I think of mine as a flower constantly blooming, opening up, transforming. I think to myself, "Isn't it fascinating that I get to experience the entire spectrum of breast sizes" I used to cry so much when looking at others' breasts, but I think of seeing them as an ordering menu. I might see something I like. Once I order it, I can relax a little, I know it's on its way. Visualize your breasts transformed and how you feel about them in their new state. We'll look back and we'll hardly remember what our breasts looked like in the very beginning. I know I've already forgotten. It'll be like we've all always had large breasts.

[dreamergirl]

I'm back. I took a break from these forums and focusing on NBE because I can't really think about my breasts too much without hating myself and I wanted to forget about it for a bit.

I still feel very negatively towards my breasts and seeing busty women makes me feel envious and wonder why I wasn't made like that too.

The past few days I have gone back to my old NBE routine and wanted to check up on the forum.

I feel very depressed when I think about my breasts and feeling worthless.

Ever since before my first puberty I dreamed of being a busty woman that would have boobs that would grab everyones attention but I didn't grow much.

I still dream of that and I think that I will never be happy unless I achieve it. I can distract myself for a while to forget but I will NEVER be happy with these boobs.

Hey Dreamer. I relate to your frustration. I relate to your pain.
I tried to forget about NBE for 4 months because the mere thought BREASTS would bring me to tears!  Know that this doesn't last forever, and that you CAN and you WILL keep growing. I had to detach a little. I know that I am always changing, this body I have now is always changing, and I won't have it forever. Remember how amazing it is that we found out that it IS possible to keep growing our breasts naturally? And we already have grown them, and will continue to as usual. So try to appreciate their current state in any way possible. They are the same breasts, but in a different phase of life. I think of mine as a flower constantly blooming, opening up, transforming. I think to myself, "Isn't it fascinating that I get to experience the entire spectrum of breast sizes" I used to cry so much when looking at others' breasts, but I think of seeing them as an ordering menu. I might see something I like. Once I order it, I can relax a little, I know it's on its way. Visualize your breasts transformed and how you feel about them in their new state. We'll look back and we'll hardly remember what our breasts looked like in the very beginning. I know I've already forgotten. It'll be like we've all always had large breasts.

This was really helpful thank you so much, I can tell that you really understood my struggle but found a positive mindset for yourself and that is inspiring for me.

[dreamergirl]

Seeing some hopeful progress!

Although I don't notice any huge differences in the size of my breasts except that my cleavage has been looking better than usual, the one thing I have noticed is that my breasts are SO soft now. They feel like jelly to hold in my hands. I always had very solid, firm breasts and hated it... what I hated the most is that they did not really jiggle when I moved and I dreamed of that jiggle.

Getting ready this morning I wanted to try something different so I made a jumping motion to see my breasts jiggle. They did not only jiggle amazingly but they felt amazing while they did it. I ended up doing this for almost 10 minutes admiring it at different angles in the mirror.

Having breasts that jiggle when I move was one of my dreams, they may still be small but this is a big deal for me! I am celebrating today.

[James98]

Congratulations on your progress. You say you massage, are you massaging with almond oil, or coconut oil? I think you should try with that. Maybe even add some fenugreek oil to the regular oil.

[Bustyprincess]

Seeing some hopeful progress!

Although I don't notice any huge differences in the size of my breasts except that my cleavage has been looking better than usual, the one thing I have noticed is that my breasts are SO soft now. They feel like jelly to hold in my hands. I always had very solid, firm breasts and hated it... what I hated the most is that they did not really jiggle when I moved and I dreamed of that jiggle.

Getting ready this morning I wanted to try something different so I made a jumping motion to see my breasts jiggle. They did not only jiggle amazingly but they felt amazing while they did it. I ended up doing this for almost 10 minutes admiring it at different angles in the mirror.

Having breasts that jiggle when I move was one of my dreams, they may still be small but this is a big deal for me! I am celebrating today.

Congratulations beautiful!! The "jelly" feeling is actually a sign of growth to come! So woohoo happy for you