[bugle dodo]

Don't mind me asking, and I might sound a bit ignorant on this: so you're a married man of 23 years, but suddenly you want to grow boobs?? I'm completely open about it but I don't understand where you are coming from

I don't mind you asking at all. I'll try to give you the short version though. I'd imagine it is hard to understand if you've never talked to someone like me. Honestly we're kinda hard to find - lots of shame keeps most of us in hiding. But the thing is I've always had this deep internal longing to be a female. There was nothing sudden about it, I've had this desire as far back as I can remember and it's far deeper than just breasts. pigtails, cute frilly dresses, slumber parties, girlfriends, boyfriends, being sought after, prom, being the bride, pregnancy, bring a mommy, being a wife, the love of a man, protection and shelter of a man, intimacy in relationships especially woman to women (men don't cry on each others shoulders and sometimes I need that). No, it didn't happen recently and to be honest, if I could be a woman WITHOUT a noticeable chest, I'd be very happy with that. Taking estrogens and other herbs really helps me be less consumed by these desires and helps me be the husband and daddy I promised 3 people I'd be. If it changes my body a little, all the better. Thanks for asking me about this Loverstilly and allowing me to explain. I'm afraid there is far too much ignorance about people like me who have little to no control over this inner turmoil. Believe me, if I could somehow shake it of and be happy in my current body, it would have been done a long time ago. Blessings... Kari