23-03-2014, 19:34
Just out curiosity, what if you just stop fighting them with hate and embrace them with love and light? I mean repeatedly fill them with love and light? Won't things have to change if you enshroud and arm yourself with love, compassion, and light because so far, it seems the angry fight is taking a lot of your energy? What happens when the energy is doesn't have to be expended from a limited, biased source?
I am just speaking from the experience that I can't rely on just myself and being sad or bitter didn't work for anything really, no matter how justified I felt. And finally, it's like, well, let me just change something, here! I kinda capitulated in a way that empowered me by doing what I didn't wanna do, because I, like so many, had ideas about "winning" & "losing." So I asked myself, "How's that actually working out for ya?" Hahaha! Humans! Shee! This body we carry around! I enjoyed when a Buddhist monk said to us, "Mind is stupid." Well! I realize you have tried many things, already. Maybe even this.
I am just speaking from the experience that I can't rely on just myself and being sad or bitter didn't work for anything really, no matter how justified I felt. And finally, it's like, well, let me just change something, here! I kinda capitulated in a way that empowered me by doing what I didn't wanna do, because I, like so many, had ideas about "winning" & "losing." So I asked myself, "How's that actually working out for ya?" Hahaha! Humans! Shee! This body we carry around! I enjoyed when a Buddhist monk said to us, "Mind is stupid." Well! I realize you have tried many things, already. Maybe even this.