23-03-2014, 20:07
Being nice was like opening the door wide to my being. It never resulted good outcome with the heartless. I had my guard down as well; assuming they would not do awful things to me. That is more detrimental. Being nice and loving was like talking to a wall. I've tried so many avenues. I generally give a warning multiple times before attacking them out of self defense.
Its like, how can some animal who has been tortured for so long in a small cage be nice to those same ones who have tortured them, let alone anyone who new who may do the same thing? How can you be nice to a bully who finds you continuously, they know you are a decent human being. It just doesn't happen in nature and in human nature, its all about HUMAN COMPASSION. When these entities lack that, it goes no where to be nice, loving, spreading knowledge with them. etc.
Its like talking to someone who is crazy. There is no reasoning with them.
When you have to yank entities off you that rape and violate you, sell you to others, after telling them over and over again, "No," you have to stand up for yourself sooner or later and kill them or break their necks.
I don't have a problem with that anymore (knowing God is watching it all), when I have to do what I have to, only when I know they have violated me/ or are going to.
The fight is actually relieving until the next one comes along. The drain comes from the entity possessing and living through your spirit body. It was a nice try, but a true fail.
Its like, how can some animal who has been tortured for so long in a small cage be nice to those same ones who have tortured them, let alone anyone who new who may do the same thing? How can you be nice to a bully who finds you continuously, they know you are a decent human being. It just doesn't happen in nature and in human nature, its all about HUMAN COMPASSION. When these entities lack that, it goes no where to be nice, loving, spreading knowledge with them. etc.
Its like talking to someone who is crazy. There is no reasoning with them.
When you have to yank entities off you that rape and violate you, sell you to others, after telling them over and over again, "No," you have to stand up for yourself sooner or later and kill them or break their necks.
I don't have a problem with that anymore (knowing God is watching it all), when I have to do what I have to, only when I know they have violated me/ or are going to.
The fight is actually relieving until the next one comes along. The drain comes from the entity possessing and living through your spirit body. It was a nice try, but a true fail.
(23-03-2014, 19:34)char Wrote: Just out curiosity, what if you just stop fighting them with hate and embrace them with love and light? I mean repeatedly fill them with love and light? Won't things have to change if you enshroud and arm yourself with love, compassion, and light because so far, it seems the angry fight is taking a lot of your energy? What happens when the energy is doesn't have to be expended from a limited, biased source?
I am just speaking from the experience that I can't rely on just myself and being sad or bitter didn't work for anything really, no matter how justified I felt. And finally, it's like, well, let me just change something, here! I kinda capitulated in a way that empowered me by doing what I didn't wanna do, because I, like so many, had ideas about "winning" & "losing." So I asked myself, "How's that actually working out for ya?" Hahaha! Humans! Shee! This body we carry around! I enjoyed when a Buddhist monk said to us, "Mind is stupid." Well! I realize you have tried many things, already. Maybe even this.