[FrenchieMom]

Ok & about the communication, I totally agree that I have to communicate with my future hubby for us to have an "adventurous" sex life. In my last relationship, I told him about my fantasies and he told me about his, he was an extremely sexual guy aswell (loads of pressure/temptation there for me to give in) and now that we broke up I can't move on. I can't imagine myself being with anyone else sexually, can't imagine myself being attracted to anyone but him. It's like we spent so much time talking about what we will do, that I can't imagine anyone else nor do I want to open up to someone else in that way.
Doesn't really help that he keeps contacting me! Just reading all of this new sex info makes me think of him and wanting to talk to him about it. So in this case, communication screwed me over.

Thank you for the advises

Don't be too hard on yourself. Sometimes women have a hard time moving on if they don't see another "option" in their future. I know the feeling, but you are young and beautiful, you will find the right person someday, and the sex will be amazing no matter what!