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Thanks to everyone for the replies, you're fabulous! I think I'm going to give it a try. So far as not wanting him to know, it's more for my sake than what he would think. He's very supportive of me, it's just that I'm also a private person and it's also a self esteem thing I think. If it works, amazing. I'll be sooo excited, and I'll tell him, but if it doesn't I feel better with him not knowing I take issue with my size at all. I guess I don't like admitting my insecurities to him or anyone else I know (irl) unless it's something I've already resolved/ gotten over. Which is why I love the internet and all of you. =)