27-04-2010, 00:30
Oh wow, come back on here and this thing's 3 pages long LOL 
In trying to stay with the off-topic (
), I've been raped once because I was too trusting. It's weird because I still can't come to terms with the fact that he raped me. I still feel like it's my fault that it happened, but it doesn't really bother me at all.
I came close to getting raped again about a month ago by someone who said he was a model agency talent scout. He only got to feel me up, because when I got home, I emailed the agency and they said they were trying to deal with this guy (who doesn't even work for them) because he's been reported before. How I wish I could meet him again so I could do unimaginable horrors to him
The only way I can think of to avoid being used for sex is to not give them sex and hold out as long as you can to see if they really care for you, but I can't say it works or anything because I'm still with my first boyfriend and sexual partner (not counting the guy who raped me). I'm (supposed to be) on anti depressants (I don't take them lol) but I get down because of other things- when people do get to me, like the fake talent scout, I get really violent.
In trying to stay with the off-topic (
), I've been raped once because I was too trusting. It's weird because I still can't come to terms with the fact that he raped me. I still feel like it's my fault that it happened, but it doesn't really bother me at all.I came close to getting raped again about a month ago by someone who said he was a model agency talent scout. He only got to feel me up, because when I got home, I emailed the agency and they said they were trying to deal with this guy (who doesn't even work for them) because he's been reported before. How I wish I could meet him again so I could do unimaginable horrors to him
The only way I can think of to avoid being used for sex is to not give them sex and hold out as long as you can to see if they really care for you, but I can't say it works or anything because I'm still with my first boyfriend and sexual partner (not counting the guy who raped me). I'm (supposed to be) on anti depressants (I don't take them lol) but I get down because of other things- when people do get to me, like the fake talent scout, I get really violent.