[ihatepd]

I am Muslim and what he does in no way represents Islam. It's forbid in our religion to beat a woman. You need to leave him. Don't "talk" about it with him, there's nothing to talk about. It all comes down to your happiness and as you said you are utterly unhappy.

Love isn't everything sweety, if he's not making you happy then it's not the good type of love. You need to end things for both of you. So that he realizes why things went wrong and what's wrong with his behavior and hopefully fix it but that is not your problem!
You need to worry about your problems and make yourself happy. Please leave him for your own good, stop saying you can't imagine your life without him because there's no such things. People can always move on. Let go sweety, it's for the best.

thx aqua for your reply :] xx

[ i didnt want to be offensive regarding the musim mode]

i have gim COUNTLESS chances ... actually everyday is a chance for him as i always give him time ot change and he never does. and he would always go around saying ' if u love me u would never leave me bcus i dont work' thats the biggest issue i have to deal with. i go to school and work. he does nothing except home.

his parents tell him to mov eand do something and then not cry when your gf finally goes on with her life and leaves u.

but its so difficult to leave him. if there was no love that would have been se easier for me.

im waiting for the day when im FULL of courage to:

go to his house, REMOVE EVEYRTHING in his room that reminds him of me, delete all of my msgs in his cellphone and all d photos. and take everyhting with me so it would be easier for him to ''forget me' he will never forget me i think

and that would be easy for both of us if i remove everyhting of each others. but its soooooo difficult.

my parents dont co operate with me. when i ''leave him'' they would still open the door when he press the bell tahts no easy for him whenever we fight i would always arrive late for work as he wouldnt let me go unless i tell him that i will stay with him forever.

i dont know >< sry for d long msg xxx