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Good for you! Let me just say that I was a virgin till my mid-twenties when I met my then boyfriend (the guy I married later). It was a very conscious, thought-out decision. I wasn't gonna and still am not just gonna sleep with someone because I was feeling butterflies or because I wanted to "connect with"/"hook up with," or try to please someone else. Of course I had my doubts about what-all people say, but it changes everything in life- mind, body, heart, soul, and spirit. And trust me, once someone takes that road, there is EveryThing to consider from smelling different, to accidentally making a baby (even with the best protection in some cases), to the affect on what your heart feels and having to confront yourself and how you are living your life. It's a one way street. Sex just doesn't make relationships better or connect people better or whatever. Luckily, I decided to learn from other people's lessens and listen to my heart and not my tinglyness. Lol. Had to add that in! As a friend of mine said once when I was jonzing towards certain zones, "Even dogs have chemistry!" I definitely know that chemistry is Not love or even like. It's pheremones and science and sometimes the intentions of someone trying to get into someone's pants! Sheesh. Maybe if more people knew this, there would be fewer regrets. Oh, and by the way, chemistry very often, no matter how hawt it is, pretty much goes away from how it started or set your butt fire. So like just basing NBE on physical things, bedroom entertainment based on physicality alone is where mistakes happen. Sex (which I don't think is the same as making love, like some people like to think) can be fun and a blessing, too. It was worth the wait because I wasn't just giving it away or thinking I was so in love because I was, excuse me, horny/hormonal. Shallow stuff like that, goes pretty much never where one was hoping it would go. It's not just about confidence either or having some partner. Partners are dime a dozen. Some of them seem like they are worth less than a dime- excuse me.
Anway, you, your beautiful breasts, deep feelings- are worth more than you can ever know! Patience and expecting good things is the way to go.