[wishinandhopin]

I've been feeling poorly, especially the last few days. I am discontinuing niacin as that might be part of the problem. Although, it could just be anxiety/depression getting worse. But, I'm not sure that's all it is. So, no more niacin for me. I've really got to get a doctor appt made. I'm seeing my counselor this week.

I think the vitex is helping! I feel bigger, heavier and fuller. I think I look a bit bigger, too. I haven't been noogling as much, just maybe a couple hours total a week. I try to massage every day 2-3 times, if I can.

I'm having some frustrations with bras. Bra cups seem to get wider and taller as the cup size goes up, but that isn't how my chest is. I'm not sure what brands I will be able to use if I gain 2 cup sizes. I don't want cups/wires in my armpits or cups that go up to my clavicle.
I like the cut of the Bradalis bras, for the most part, but they are so lacy that they show under shirts. The one or two they have that aren't covered in lace look like full coverage bras. I hate full coverage bras.

The quest for the perfect bra seems never ending.