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Hi Oana, Your story has much in common with my story.

In 25 years old I didn't like my super skinny figure (with over generous hips), high Testosterone, low Estrogen, always on birth pills, also I got TONS of pimples on face and body, hair in all weird places. Sex drive just gone because of pills, and I was "dating" my husband feeling almost nothing((((. Thanks God he tried to understand me. Then I decided to give up on pills. Since they couldn't change my outter/inner symptoms (hair, pimples, oily skin, small breasts, nervous temper). I started to use only something topical cosmetis to address each problem individually. It takes much more time, but helps one problem at a time. Pimples gone thanks to Retin-A creme and to Benzoyl Peroxise. Hair is removed with laser treatments, Oily skin - blotting paper + good powder. So one problem left -

..... I grabbed all my money and put implants inside my breasts. to solve my figure problem. HUGE MISTAKE of mine. It was so silly of me, since it just looked as balloons were put inside. No decollate show whatsoever. Since I was way too embarrassed of this implants and how it looked. It appeared that I do not have enough tissue and fat in my breasts to cover up implants inside. So the ribs seen through in some poses. Looked terrible. So I decided to cut them out from my body.

So my first and most important advice - DO NOT CONSIDER SILICONE implants inside your breasts, hoping whole figure would look better, or that you will win someones heart. It will not solve anything, trust me. Maybe silicone looks better on curved girls, who add 1 size to their full B size, so resulting С size looks more-or-less natural. If you have small and undeveloped tits (I wear AA size) it might look as bad as mine.

I don't know if you can buy any suction device, or If its appropriate for you. But my way out of this situation was to buy Brava suction device and 2 large domes. And spent 12 weeks, each evening, and even some weekends wearing it. So my breasts started to grow in natural way. Really started to grow. Of course, there are a lot of problems with pack pain, pimples, scars, home-sitting, BUT breasts started to grow and become fuller, younger, looking upwards (it also become a funny problem after implants removal: small downward tits looking down).

Right now my husband told me that if I would not spent huge amount of money and time for those implants surgeries, and wear my Brava instead for those after-surgery 4 month. I would have much better results and figure and health.

hey!
Thanks you so much for sharing your story, it help me more than you think.
The idea of implants came into my mimd but, as you said, i realised that it would not match my body. If you can imagine, my breast are even smaller , yours are really nice :-). Unfortunately I don't think I can buy Brava from my country and as I am seeing the price would be a problem too. So basicaly the massage is all I have left for now. I bought some fennel essential oil and put some drops in the oil I massage with.
I wonder if there is someone who could take a look on my results and tell me if they are really ok...is my estrogen level high? Because that would explain why when I gain some weight it only goes on my but and legs. And now that I started with birth control pills I am worried that I will retain water down there. Do you know any effective method that could prevent that?