02-06-2010, 13:46
Thanks both, it just feels strange for me and i know she is fascinated by my change, we have spoke about it abit as i am very open with people who want to know more but its just strange being with her after all this time as she hasent really changed atall. Shes a lovely person and i would love to be friends with her but i just cant escape this feeling of it being strange. I know she has no bi tendencies well i think i know so thats not a problem as that would be too weird for me lol. So its something i need to sort in my head i think. Just little comments she has made make me feel uncomfortable, shes very straight talking and i get embaressed with things she asks even though they are questions loads of people have asked in the past lol very strange. Like for example she asked if i had been with a man or if i liked men now and i felt embaressed to tell her lol i dont know why, she also looks at my boobs alot without trying to make it obvious, and it makes me a little uneasy and i end up sitting there with my arms crossed lol. Anyway thanks for your advice Anastasia and Bibi it means alot.
Hugs Cheryl xxxx
Hugs Cheryl xxxx