[missboobshirt]

Not really an update, just feel like complaining a bit :/ I feel very sad and self conscious again, this always happens around when my period ends.. sigh. my swelling is down-- and even though taking maca has helped me regain my size and I am no longer almost a B, I am a C and missing my D cups

I just hate they don't fill my bra, I hate how soft & empty they feel. I hate that I lay down and there is extra skin.. i'm self conscious being naked. & worse is I am waiting on a job and I can't afford my noogleberry, or my supplements yet.

its getting too cold to work outside to work out and I gained a bit of weight: been working on my butt too, and I fear its losing its roundness and all of the work I put into it in the summer..

i'm really not liking how my body feels..