[Charlie_girl]

I totally feel you!! I've been flip flopping on that since I started NBE. I've thought "Okay, I'd MUCH rather have real boobs anyway, so let's give this NBE thing a go for a while and if I don't get enough growth in a year (or whatever time frame I'm feeling at the moment), then I'm just going to suck it up and get a boob job". Then I jump on realself and look through all of the happy and unhappy girls after augmentation. With a 88% to 95% "worth it" rating, it's hard to not keep considering it. Especially after reading so many women saying they've tried natural methods for years and finally bit the augmentation bullet and their only regret is that they didn't do it sooner. Of COURSE there are risks. And like you said, there's risks involved with what we're doing also. But then I start reading these horror stories and completely freak myself out about it and decide it's not for me. Flip flop, back and forth.

I'm not going to lie, it would be fan-freaking-tastic to go to sleep and wake up an hour later with boobs. I feel like it would be a huge relief since I've been semi-obsessing over NBE for so long and I could stop doing everything (except massage). Buuuuuut, with real boobs, I never have to worry about surgury or anesthesia (which I'm scared of), or sleeping on my stomach, or you know, everything that could go wrong. I'd feel MUCH more proud if they were real boobs, but yeah, fake ones seem easier and are totally instant. It's tough. The fears I have about them keep me deciding no, the instant enhancement keeps me wishing I wasn't scared.

I've just started looking at the fat transfer, which actually looks awesome. But I think the lipo part would be rough and also, I'd have to gain a bunch of body fat first since I'm a skinny Minnie. Not easy with a fast metabolism. But yeah, I'd probably do 2 rounds of fat transfer if I could gain & maintain enough fat. I'd much rather that than implants.