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so today my bleeding stopped.. yay. called my doctor, she hasnt been in but i spoke to a nurse-- i dont think i'll be expecting a period this month.. im upset which means no swelling my boobs actually hurt now. a lot. but they only grew a bit, nothing like normal- I have to wait for next month for my body to go back to normal..

im out of money right now so I have to wait to start my nbe anyway.. i can be lazy about it and fix my plan up to. i guess..

http://howtomakeyourbuttbigger.org/how-to-make-your-butt-bigger-with-the-bovine-ovary-supplement/

I know this says bigger butt but i like when it talks about the hormones, maybe I have something wrong with my pituitary? who knows anymore. I found a new doctor but i have to wait to see him too - everything is waiting. -__-; im just disappointed.. because of my disappointment I've just been thinking of skipping all this "maybe it might work" and go to BO.. but I want to give my hormones a rest, maybe see this doctor first. I'm confused about what I should do..

edit:
so this is kind of funny.. i've been googling and I think my cyst may have ruptured.. I have had a lot of pain in my side, and yesterday it felt like it rattled inside of me, it was weird.. i've noticed my bleeding was very different from my period.. it was bright red, like when you get a cut.. and its consistency was much thinner.. again, like a cut. but I put it off to maybe my period is just really light because I JUST got it a week ago.. or maybe its just spotting so its lighter??

Ovarian cyst. It is also possible that period blood will be bright red if an ovarian cyst ruptured. The general rule is that you should visit the doctor in the case of bright red blood during your period if it occurs suddenly and you also have other concerning symptoms.

Idk what this means now..