[CalmlyAndrogynous]

Calmly, have you sought professional help?? It sounds like maybe some guidance from people who have some experience in this area maybe needed.

I think for your own safety and security, not to mention mental happiness, you need to seek some knowledgeable help. It could lead to self mutilation if those are truly your thoughts and attitudes. without professional help.

I am having counselling. We have talked about a lot of things, my running away from being male more than running towards female. She is supportive of my androgenisation and is across cases of people on a similar journey.

My Dr is in the loop and I am going to see an Endo, so whatever I do, it will be well considered and responsible.

You maybe correct in assuming the xy thing. But remember, in the Roman Glory days all people wore Toga's. I just think it's a cycle of life type of a thing. Or should I say Cycle of Civilization.

Before WW11, women who wore pants and had short hair was in many case's ostracized from "Polite" mainstream society. Now anything goes for women. If your sister's were Lesbians they shouldn't of used the excuse for "Bad Marriage" to come out of the closet. Just my opinion.

In any respects Welcome aboard.

My sisters grew up in an era when being gay was not on the table. There was so much pressure on them to conform. They conformed. They discovered who they were later in life.

Religion and other male dominated power structures try to make people conform. Sorry, I am starting to rant here.