[Morose]

I just gave birth a week ago today and I have chosen to bottle feed. As much as I wanted to breastfeed, given my current situation I am unable to do so. However, I am still producing milk and was wondering if there was a way I can use this to my advantage to kick start a NBE routine.. I have already engorged and now they're starting to go down, so I want to catch it before I lose it all.

Here's a little history that may or may not help determine my options:
• Started at a decent 36B
• Had my first child in 2007
Bottle fed, went back to size
• Had my second child in 2008
Bottle fed again and started to sag, yet went back to almost size
• Tried NBE 2 years ago, wasn't going well, quit
• Somehow lost a lot of weight and found myself sitting at a very small A cup before I found out I was pregnant this time
• Now I'm a very happy, full C cup (was a D the whole 2 days I was engorged!) and still have my milk (for now..)

I have read a few cases where some women have actually gained size after breastfeeding. But this is also luck of the draw and I'm not finding any correlation for this in genetics. I was also considering "expressing" my milk to keep the flow going until I found more information, but I'm afraid of running out of time.

So I guess what I'm asking is, should I wait until the milk dries up to start a routine or can I use this opportunity to find a way to keep what I have?