28-04-2015, 04:49
GamerGuy,
To answer your question, you are yourself. From what you have said I think you are like most of us biological males on here. We are transgender and that is not a bad thing nor a comfortable thing at times. However for me, I count it as a blessing. I would not want to be any other way now that I have come to grips with my identity. I love who I am and if given the choice, I would not change other than to be a biological female knowing what I know. But that is not possible so I accept who I am. That is I am a biological male that would prefer to have been born female. What I do with that is my choice irregardless of what others say or think. I choose to be happy even though society wants me to feel guilty.
I stated in another post that this is a battle I can choose to fight but it is one I can never hope to win. I was born transgender and I cannot change that. I can accept it and have peace or battle it and find only misery and a lot of depression. Believe me, I have fought this hundreds of times and I have yet to win one battle. And, I continually ask myself why do I fight that which I love so dearly? Because society has taught me to think like them! Well, I don't think like them and I am not like them! I am me and I like me just the way I am. I am transgender and that is not bad, or evil, or anything else others want to call it. I just have to come to grips with the fact that I am special and privileged to been born me. And, I like being me! I am not trying to tell you what to do, but every time I tried being a manly man I just regretted it more.
I think you will figure this all out in time. Just give yourself the benefit of being you. Having feelings is natural and the way you were made. How you deal with those feeling is what is important. No one is pressuring you to go either way, just yourself. Give yourself time to think about your life and what you want to do and what you might become. You decide this for yourself! You have the benefit of knowing who you are. Just give yourself time and the opportunity to figure it all out.
KellyT
To answer your question, you are yourself. From what you have said I think you are like most of us biological males on here. We are transgender and that is not a bad thing nor a comfortable thing at times. However for me, I count it as a blessing. I would not want to be any other way now that I have come to grips with my identity. I love who I am and if given the choice, I would not change other than to be a biological female knowing what I know. But that is not possible so I accept who I am. That is I am a biological male that would prefer to have been born female. What I do with that is my choice irregardless of what others say or think. I choose to be happy even though society wants me to feel guilty.
I stated in another post that this is a battle I can choose to fight but it is one I can never hope to win. I was born transgender and I cannot change that. I can accept it and have peace or battle it and find only misery and a lot of depression. Believe me, I have fought this hundreds of times and I have yet to win one battle. And, I continually ask myself why do I fight that which I love so dearly? Because society has taught me to think like them! Well, I don't think like them and I am not like them! I am me and I like me just the way I am. I am transgender and that is not bad, or evil, or anything else others want to call it. I just have to come to grips with the fact that I am special and privileged to been born me. And, I like being me! I am not trying to tell you what to do, but every time I tried being a manly man I just regretted it more.
I think you will figure this all out in time. Just give yourself the benefit of being you. Having feelings is natural and the way you were made. How you deal with those feeling is what is important. No one is pressuring you to go either way, just yourself. Give yourself time to think about your life and what you want to do and what you might become. You decide this for yourself! You have the benefit of knowing who you are. Just give yourself time and the opportunity to figure it all out.
KellyT