When I was younger I knew I was 'different' then other boys.
My mom's wardrobe had some magical attraction to me.
So I crossdressed till my mid 20's, then I got married and pushed my feelings aside. Living the life I had been giving. Got some lovely kids and suddenly .... divorce!
After my divorce my feelings came back to me but I realized that I was not just a crossdresser, I was more. I came to the conclusion I suffer of GD.
But I am not at a point to come out, maybe I never will. To afraid to loose all the things I love around me.
So what to do? Not liking what I see in the mirror I thought it would be nice to alter some things. My goal: hips,butt and some small breasts. If I loose some of my unwanted body hair during this journey that would be a blessing.
I looked at MyEvanesce and noticed that I could not afford it. So I start looking for alternatives ... and here I am.
Reading a lot on this forum but its all overwhelming, so much information I lost track.
I really don't know where to start. I am thinking about PM and Maca. Hopefully that will bring me what I want.
Maybe some of you can give some advice or point me into the right direction.
It will be highly appreciated.
Sabrine
PS hopefully its not to much lines and pardon my English. It's not my native tongue
My mom's wardrobe had some magical attraction to me.
So I crossdressed till my mid 20's, then I got married and pushed my feelings aside. Living the life I had been giving. Got some lovely kids and suddenly .... divorce!
After my divorce my feelings came back to me but I realized that I was not just a crossdresser, I was more. I came to the conclusion I suffer of GD.
But I am not at a point to come out, maybe I never will. To afraid to loose all the things I love around me.
So what to do? Not liking what I see in the mirror I thought it would be nice to alter some things. My goal: hips,butt and some small breasts. If I loose some of my unwanted body hair during this journey that would be a blessing.
I looked at MyEvanesce and noticed that I could not afford it. So I start looking for alternatives ... and here I am.
Reading a lot on this forum but its all overwhelming, so much information I lost track.
I really don't know where to start. I am thinking about PM and Maca. Hopefully that will bring me what I want.
Maybe some of you can give some advice or point me into the right direction.
It will be highly appreciated.
Sabrine
PS hopefully its not to much lines and pardon my English. It's not my native tongue