17-06-2015, 12:51
Hello all! New updates are no updates for me...
In my journey in trying to gain weight I had a discovery that did not serve me well. Actually I knew that even before but only now it started to affect me. It's not like I did not have enough flaws until now so another one on my list is the last thing I need.
So I succeded in gaining some weight with lots of efforts but unfortunately a big part of it went on my legs and butt and because( so it seems) I have short legs( shorter than my torso) I looked awful. My "luck" was that I lost the extra kg quick because I was sick so now I am back to square 0 even more frustrated. I knew I did not have the t longest legs at my heigh of 1. 64 m but was not very focused on this before. It made me think even more when someone told me that I don't look that thin, they gave me more than 50 kg although I only have 47. So yeey my short legs make me look fatter than I am but my thin upper parr makes me look skinny( does this make any sense??).
So my dilema now is what can I do? I thought about exercises to lift my butt and maybe it will give the illusion that I have longer legs. But what can I do to gain weight on my upper body. I started doing everyday pushups but it only shows more muscles, not very feminine and with no boobs I look like a man :-(:-(
I have to say that I feel very frustrated and I wish I wouldn't care so much about my body seeing that is not what I wish.
In my journey in trying to gain weight I had a discovery that did not serve me well. Actually I knew that even before but only now it started to affect me. It's not like I did not have enough flaws until now so another one on my list is the last thing I need.
So I succeded in gaining some weight with lots of efforts but unfortunately a big part of it went on my legs and butt and because( so it seems) I have short legs( shorter than my torso) I looked awful. My "luck" was that I lost the extra kg quick because I was sick so now I am back to square 0 even more frustrated. I knew I did not have the t longest legs at my heigh of 1. 64 m but was not very focused on this before. It made me think even more when someone told me that I don't look that thin, they gave me more than 50 kg although I only have 47. So yeey my short legs make me look fatter than I am but my thin upper parr makes me look skinny( does this make any sense??).
So my dilema now is what can I do? I thought about exercises to lift my butt and maybe it will give the illusion that I have longer legs. But what can I do to gain weight on my upper body. I started doing everyday pushups but it only shows more muscles, not very feminine and with no boobs I look like a man :-(:-(
I have to say that I feel very frustrated and I wish I wouldn't care so much about my body seeing that is not what I wish.