[EllaC]

Thanks t. You know what in the same breath I stop breathing sometimes at night. And one night in particular someone was grabbing and poking my shoulders and I woke in a start but for some reason I just KNEW that someone was warning me of another pending breathing episode which may have been a bad one.
You know I close myself off to the other side while my mum and other familyembers on her side are VERY I intuitive 're that. Maybe I need to be more open to learn to deal with it.