[Pinnochia]

I have been trying to decide which direction to go for some time, in my program of body modification. What i mean is what body type im shooting for.
I know i want large breasts,, and im hoping short term. I have a good starting point, for some exceptional growth,, but i know im also getting up there in years and so the patience element just isnt so easy.

I know if i want visible change in a short time ill have to gain weight,,, ugh,, but im wondering if i can go that direction about 15 pounds mabe 20 , and accomplish my ends.

The other alternaive is to loose weight and go for a more slim physic and make peace with the fact that breast size will be lost in the process ugh!

So this morning i made two sketches, one is me about ten pound to twenty pounds lighter, and my projected lose of breast tissue accompanying that change.
The other is a sketch of me about 10 to 20 pounds heavier,, and the fairly realistic size it might advance in my breasts.
I know hormones are king, but im just not sure how much trouble my doctor would give me over them, and frankly im not sure i want to give up my male activity downstairs just yet.
So hear are the drawings , im curious which you,d choose given the choice,?