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Until you can suss out what you want too use, just start massaging! It's free and you can do it anytime you need to when you're alone. You can do it in the office or on a crowded bus, too, but I'm not so sure others on the bus or in the office will be okay with it. Some might get turned on by it and try to fondle your fudgies!!
There's videos on YouTube that teach you how to do it. It only take a minute or three to learn.