[Cheryl1989]

Hi Kerensa, i just want to start by saying, not to take this personly as i like you very much but im afraid your posts on here have anoyed me a little. Let me explain, you seem very negitive about the whole NBE process and one large part of getting it right is believing in it and putting 100% into it, many women on here and men have had very good results and should be commended even more so than me, you make me sound like a freek of nature because i have developed large breasts, im not saying i have not been very lucky, as i have and not all my growth is due to NBE, but i worked very hard with my NBE routine and i am very happy with what i have achieved. Everybody is intitled to there opinions and i do respect that, but that doesent mean it doesent hurt me as it does but i wont argue and try and convince someone that they should understand, its upto them. You talk about transgender people like you dislike them and really do not want to be one yourself, and thats fine, thats your feelings, but to me you are just fighting who you are, or who you want to be, now i do understand this and i know you have a difficult situation with your wife and children and so on and thats your personal buissness, but we all have difficult situations to deal with when it comes to this, you have an understanding wife and for that you should be very grateful. If you feel my advice and so on are not suitable for you then, do not listen to it, but for many people on here, they believe in what they are doing with NBE and put there all into it, and for most they get rewards and are very happy with there results. You take my posts with a pinch of salt and negativity, it means nothing to me thats your opinion and im fine by it. But maybe you should take along look into a mirror and just think what you want from this and even, if you should be doing it with that frame of mind. This is nothing personal Kerensa, but i would say life as transgender is very hard and alot do not understand it, but you talk like your a victim because of alot of horrible things that has happened to you, but your not a victim, everyone fights against something at sometime in there life, Illness, death , mental illness, loosing everything they hold dear but they fight and pull themselves through it and to me you have lost your fight and desire and have gave up. Now is the time to fight more then ever so just do it honey and maybe you will get the rewards you deserve, but you need to know what you want, and go for it.

Hugs Cheryl xxxx

p.s this is not me attacking you kerensa, i like you alot and would love to help you, but i think you need to be more optimistic, i really do xxx