31-03-2016, 18:48
Hey, everyone. It has been a minute! I have tried to restart nbe after seeing some decent growth but every time I tried to start, something would happen. Basically I saw great results, got the mirena IUD which made me a miserable person and I had to quit until I could get it taken out. I wanted to give my hormones time to rebalance, and then life happened... long story short, started a new job.... parents divorced and I became the "fixer" in both of their lives... father has been battling alcoholism too and that has taken up a lot of my life.
Things are better now and I am finally at a place where I have time to focus on myself. I don't really have an end goal in mind, and eventually I would like to get implants. I know, I know... what's the point of nbe then? Well, basically I want them big enough that I can get implants without them looking super fake. If my boobs grow to the point where I don't need them, then great!
As for my program, I have unfortunately gained weight. I work in a salon and I am bad about eating unhealthy things because it's all I have time for. I do not have a scale right now, but I am up to around 160. My ass is awesome, but I have a belly. Weight hasn't seemed to effect my boobs much, but I am tall and fat has to go other places first I guess. I would like to get back down to 145 or so, and be toned. I plan on eating more plant-based foods, but I won't be able to go full vegan due to my husband and the fact that it's expensive to have two completely different grocery lists.
Right now I am focusing on massage and taking maca. I will do hypnosis as well. I have ordered PM and fso because I had great luck with them before, but I am trying to decide what else to take. I want to start simple and go back to enjoying doing something for myself. I think I over-complicated my first program and that is one of the reasons I couldn't stick with it.
I will update this thread with measurements and such. I also plan to post a progress photo monthly!
Things are better now and I am finally at a place where I have time to focus on myself. I don't really have an end goal in mind, and eventually I would like to get implants. I know, I know... what's the point of nbe then? Well, basically I want them big enough that I can get implants without them looking super fake. If my boobs grow to the point where I don't need them, then great!
As for my program, I have unfortunately gained weight. I work in a salon and I am bad about eating unhealthy things because it's all I have time for. I do not have a scale right now, but I am up to around 160. My ass is awesome, but I have a belly. Weight hasn't seemed to effect my boobs much, but I am tall and fat has to go other places first I guess. I would like to get back down to 145 or so, and be toned. I plan on eating more plant-based foods, but I won't be able to go full vegan due to my husband and the fact that it's expensive to have two completely different grocery lists.
Right now I am focusing on massage and taking maca. I will do hypnosis as well. I have ordered PM and fso because I had great luck with them before, but I am trying to decide what else to take. I want to start simple and go back to enjoying doing something for myself. I think I over-complicated my first program and that is one of the reasons I couldn't stick with it.
I will update this thread with measurements and such. I also plan to post a progress photo monthly!