[AbiDrew85]

He's seen me pump, and I used to pump under a blanket while we watched tv... there's just something about being able to sit around pumping not thinking about how weird your boobs probably look all suctioned into your cups or worrying about your belly. Lemme get back down to like 140 and I won't care as much.

I am by no means chunky or anything, and I still look skinny clothed. I just don't feel cute anymore naked.

Oh! I'm downright obese atm, still doesn't bother me, he knows I'm fat right now and he knows why too, it's the same reason he is. We've been living on ramen and other cheap shit for months now. If all goes well he should start making better income in a couple weeks, and by next month we can start to change our diet again. Hopefully he manages to keep this higher paying job for a bit longer this time... It's temp to hire again though, so...