[echapman]

He's seen me pump, and I used to pump under a blanket while we watched tv... there's just something about being able to sit around pumping not thinking about how weird your boobs probably look all suctioned into your cups or worrying about your belly. Lemme get back down to like 140 and I won't care as much.

I am by no means chunky or anything, and I still look skinny clothed. I just don't feel cute anymore naked.

Oh! I'm downright obese atm, still doesn't bother me, he knows I'm fat right now and he knows why too, it's the same reason he is. We've been living on ramen and other cheap shit for months now. If all goes well he should start making better income in a couple weeks, and by next month we can start to change our diet again. Hopefully he manages to keep this higher paying job for a bit longer this time... It's temp to hire again though, so...

Those are terrible! I hope they hire him on for good. We were SO broke when we first got married... we lived in a one room house we called the hobbit hole lol. If I got mad I had to storm off two feet beside the couch where our bed was.

I don't even have an excuse for my weight gain other than I'm tired. I work 2-9 and on the weekends I am at the salon with 0 breaks most of the time. There is a mexican restaurant right next door and ordering pizza is so easy. People bring in cookies and stuff for us all the time. It's so easy to scarf down three donuts and someones leftover pizza when you feel like you're starving. I try to bring healthy stuff but when it looks sooooo good....

My hubs doesn't care about my weight gain... but he has made comments about my health. It's mostly me in my own head that is causing me to trip out about it. I've always had a really unhealthy relationship with food.