[insecure23]

hi everyone. I am new to this site. So I'm not sure where to start :/ I am 22 years old and all my life I've had small breasts. I'm so insure and so embarrassed with my body. I can't stand to be naked with my husband because I feel manly and I'm too ashamed to even wear a bikini because there's literally nothing there. I can't afford any implants and even if I could I'm too scared to go under the knife. I'm not sure exactly where to start my research for a natural way of breast enhancment. I am a 32A. And weigh 104lbs and would be greatful to even have jus a B cup. I've tried to gain weight but its hard I have a child and when I breast fed I had almost a C cup but it seems like breastfeeding sucked the life out of my breast... so any suggestions or anything will greatly be appreciate it. And hope somone respomds to this thank you