[Sissy]

Hi, Sissy,
Since you're going the wrong direction in size, I'd ask if you've had your hormones checked recently? It's possible there are causes beyond just weight loss.

Examples would include female bodybuilders. Not thinking the monsters of today, either, even the women who were bodybuilders, back around say 1990. (As opposed to today, when there are bodybuilders, some of whom happen to be female.) Point being, many have no breasts naturally. It's implants these days.

Once you get your hormones checked, you might find more information to work with here. I'm curious if you don't have a job, or are working your way through school. Finances are a REAL problem, I know. But if you're already working, you could likely find ways to do some things cheaper, and maybe save a little. Then combine a few elements from here using what you can grow, make, or acquire cheaply online or locally... E.G., a fish tank makes a good water supply for growing plants... Volufine has key ingredients you can buy at a fraction of the cost. Etc.

Check your budget, find a way, is what I'm driving at. When you say, "I can't," you're immediately correct. ;-)

Worst case scenario, keep up with the massage, add some fat to the diet (Nuts, seeds, dairy), and you can address the other ingredients after school is done.
-Dianna

I've often wondered if I had a hormonal imbalance or something, so I'll have to try and get that checked soon.

I don't qualify for jobs on my college campus and since I don't have a car, I can't work anywhere else, so I'm not working at all right now.

Thank you~