[hannah]

Thank you so much for your reply Jannet, it really means a lot to me!! Hes been a complete ass indeed, and my leg is hurt he threw the table towards me and my leg got stuck between the table just under my knee...I havent even been eating today.. And bc off him im jobless...but I've been letting it happen...afterwards hes manipulating me to make it up...but ive been yelling at him that he was manipulative and a sexist he came running at me what did you said and i was shaking on my feet...he didnt do anything luckily. But started using this intimidation...and the thing is....its starting at my son now too...he said hes trowing away his toys bc its too much and its laying in the way and he should just play in his room.....well I like seeing him play!! it opened my eyes that it wasnt me bc ive been trough this before with my dad....his dead now but I live on my own since 18....started living with my bf when I was 20...everything was fine until I got pregnant..im going through this for 3 years now.....and he made sure I became isolated....lost my home-town-living- my friends..yeh thats basically it... I have nobody now..
It sounds so bad for me when I read this...If I wouldnt have a little one with him..i could just go......but now its like if you go ill get you..or kill you both or ill take the little one and youll never see him again...All i can think off is complete change off identety or living in another country but where the fuck do i start...I have some money thats cool but then what.....he also said somebody is watching me anyhow even when hes at work so ill want even make it to the airport...But thats intimidation i guess... I just dont want to be accused for kidnapping.....and I dont want to loose my kid..and getting in a lawsuit will give him the time to do horrible things....

anyhow just thanks again sweetheart!