[bettie32]

Sweetorange i get a really good swelling that lasts 3-4 hours but after its gone everything is just gone. Every day for the past 12 weeks. Then i started reading posts of some people on breast nexus who have said they get the swelling but after 8 months of persistent noogling they still havent grown. How can you swell so much and then it comes straight back down. Lotus said its like a balloon that inflates then deflates if you dont eat the foods that will feed the cells to stay. Such as coconut oil etc. I want it to work so bad but its disheartening when you swell up to a c cup and then its comes straight back down. Of course you can pm me but all im reading at the moment is how noogleberry is temporary and doesnt work. I think i only swell because my breasts have expanded durig breast feeding 11 yrs ago. Im aslo 38 yrs old- whats the likelihood of me growing at this age. It all feels like a nasty joke but im not laughing from it.

Its like being given something youve always wanted all your life every day but then snatched away hours later. And going through that everyday. 

Im sorry bettie this is your thread and it seems like ive taken over.

Don't worry, Fruitcake. You can write in this thread as much as you want. We're on the same boat, after all.

After reading how you feel, I completely understand. Swelling and deflating, swelling and deflating......but I heard that the you add up a slight amount of growth each time and the longer you pump and swell, the more you will grow. 

I can imagine how discouraged you feel because I'm also discouraged (from not getting any swelling at all) but how will we ever know if it works or not, if we don't continue? 

Why don't you continue for about 3 more months at least? You've come so far. It seems you swell more and more each time....