25-12-2017, 08:17
It's my birthday today and it's also Christmas. My family and I had a fight we basically spent the day in our own rooms or doing chores. I hate this day(nothing to do with being Christmas), I hate my birthdays. I am loner and a loser, I always have been and always will be. I have very few friends, can't throw parties or be comfortable in noise are around people(social anxiety).
I just wanted to dress up, go out to dinner with my family and spent the rest of night playing board games, that's all I wanted for today.
I just put it up here because I wanted to get it off my chest without sounding like a pathetic friendless loser I am. Just feeling upset, that's all.
I just wanted to dress up, go out to dinner with my family and spent the rest of night playing board games, that's all I wanted for today.
I just put it up here because I wanted to get it off my chest without sounding like a pathetic friendless loser I am. Just feeling upset, that's all.