23-04-2018, 23:38
(23-04-2018, 17:19)SadGirl2 Wrote: Hi everyone. This is my story about why I'm here.
Growing up I had some insecurities about my breasts but I didn't make a big deal about it since I figured puberty would sort everything out. I am now 22 and I have given up all hope on puberty, much worse my chest size is causing many negative side effects for me. Depression being a main one, even my own boyfriend is completely fed up with how much this depresses me. I don't feel confident anymore and I often hide my figure in baggy clothes or wear oversized bras.
I get into the shower and cry. I just cry when I think about my breast size in general.
I have been attempting some NBE techniques recently. I am not able to buy any pills but I have started using the natural help. I have been feeling a small difference, my bras previously quite loose are feeling more filled out and I may move to a different size soon. My breasts are often sore which I may attribute to growth. I know nothing is fast or easy and I am happy to feel changes but it is still depressing to see my small breasts. They are really a cause of mental anguish and depression in my case.
Looking for some support and encouragement with likeminded women on this forum who understand my struggles.
I feel the same, you're not alone! That's why I joined this site because it does help to know there are other people with this problem. I've recently gone down a bra size (and I was small to begin with) - my bras are hanging off me and I don't fill the cups. And as if that's not bad enough my ever present acne as gone from moderate to cystic so I just look in the mirror and cry and don't feel like leaving the house sometimes. One problem is depressing enough and now I have two reasons to feel completely lacking in confidence. I don't feel attractive or like meeting anyone when I'm like this! I'm sure the breast decrease and acne worsening are connected and I'm really depressed as well because I'm trying to work out the reason for it and coming up with nothing. I just want it fixed and it's so frustrating.
It sounds like you're having some growth from NBE, so try to focus on that and keep going! I'm trying to make plans/programmes for myself and think positively - it's all we can do! If you think your breasts are underdeveloped then book to see a hormone specialist or endocrinologist - the money is worth it if you're this upset.
Don't ever feel alone though! And keep up with your NBE - focus on the fact that you've felt some growth/changes, it's a great sign!