[RaineMail]

I am married and just wanted to feel comfortable with my husband touching my breasts (as of now I feel they're too small and gross to touch). I have been reading so much conflicting information on here that I feel someone stating form an AA completely flat almost... Can't expect to get any gains cause there wasn't something there already except skin flaps. I'm thinking hormone balance with massage and Fenugreek oil might be my only hope (as Shonen too strong might stop progress in someone so flat chested). 

What is the best product to take to simply balance hormones. I have no clue what mine are and what I have most of. Know that I've taken 250 MG of BO and got acne which I've read seems to indicate I have enough estrogen. I get pregnant very easily. No issues at all with birthing, carrying or conceiving. Just flat everywhere and small. I have somewhat of a butt though. No hips. I just am getting discouraged already with all the information and products and "this is too strong for someone who's that small "

The only way to know what your personal hormones are is to get the bloodwork done on them.  Messing with your hormones is no joke and it's very scary to see how many girls on how play with herbs because they read one increases estrogen or decreases testosterone.  Excess estrogen in the body is what causes breast cancer, for instance.  Please get tested to see if you truly have a deficiency in one.

My advice is eating a healthy fat diet.  Italian food is hearty and will help you gain weight.  Salads with a healthy dose of olive oil is good too.  And do a TON of massage.  Several hours a day if you can.

Would simply grabbing them and kind of pulling them outward be considered massage? I do the 600 rotations a day thing for them both in the morning and night (300 morning and night). But that is the max I will do cause my arms ache afterward. I like massage and the idea of it and am thinking of adding Fenugreek or flax, but I do actually like grabbing them and kinda pulling them outward. It's easy and feels nice, just not sure if it'll help anything to be doing this. Coincidentally, that is when they feel their biggest too, when I am grabbing and pulling. But then, I've breastfed and sometimes when I do that, I produce colostrum. So I am wondering if the only thing that's doing is simply having me let down actual milk.